Saturday, February 19, 2011

HAPPY LATE VALENTINES












FEEL -

TO HAVE A SENSATION.

TO BE OR BECOME.

TO BE EMOTIONALLY AFFECTED.

TO HAVE A PARTICULAR SENSATION OR IMPRESSION.

TO MAKE ITSELF PERCIEVED OR APPARENT.

NATIVE ABILITY OR AQUIRED SENSITIVITY.

TO HAVE A SENSATION OF BEING.

THE MARCH



MARGAUX LONNBERG







THE FIRST ONE IN A LONG TIME

What is your current obsession? Saving and weight.
What are you wearing today? An oversized tshirt that i love, it does not belong to me.
What's for dinner? Undecided.
What's the last thing you bought? A ticket.
What are you listening to right now? Satelite by the kills, i have one of my favourite blogs open in another window and she has it on her playlist.
If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished, anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be? A villa in Greece, that's a recent dream of mine. Either that or somewhere grand in New York or Paris.
If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? Paris. I want to sit in a cafe with a coffee (which i don't even drink) read something inspiring and share my afternoon.
Which language do you want to learn? French.
What is your favourite colour? Hot pink, Which i don't wear.
What is your favourite clothing in your own wardrobe? My floor length black zimmermann dress, i bought it for my birthday last year and i still haven't got to wear it out yet.
What is your dream job? Actress.
Describe your personal style? I've recently decided a complete makeover is in order, i used to have a rule that i never wear flats but that changed when i started working. Apart from flats at work and sneakers at the gym, heels are once again a permanent must.
What is your favourite type of tree? I don't actually know the names of them, there are a few areas around and they grow high, driving through them is always quite nostalgic.
What are you going to do after this? Get dressesed, get undressed, have sex.
What is your favourite fruit? Lychees!
What inspires you? Feelings, music, i have a few specific blogs i visit that always inspire me when i see them.
What are your favourite books? Don't laugh but, the twilight series. It's been a long time since i've found another book that i can't put down and always re-read.
What are you currently reading? I just started russell Brands second book, My booky wook 2.
What song would you like played at your funeral? It used to be 'do you realize by the flamming lips' i'm not sure now though.
What delighted you most today? It wull be when my day feels like it's started, that moment.
By what criteria do you judge a person? I try not to judge.
Are you artistic or crafty? How does your passion show up in your life? Artistic. Actually i wish that it showed through more in my life, there's o many thing i want to do and learn to do.
With which historical figure do you most identify with and why? When i know, i'll let you know.
What is your weirdest obsession? The number 3.
Why is today special? It will be soon, ideas are flowing wildly at the moment though which is always lovely.
What would you like to learn to do? Speak french fluently, that's always been something i wanted.
What is your favourite type of weather? Hot and humid. You can feel it on your skin and it makes you feel very alive
What is your most challenging goal right now? Saving!
What would you like to get rid of? Weight, i want 47.
What do you look for in a friend? Friendship has always been something that i'm naturally very particular about. But i believe loyalty, trust and laughter are among the most important thing's in a friendship.
Who do you want to meet in person? Denzel Washington and Johnny Depp, my favourite actors.
What's your favourite type of music? It vary's hugely and i choose what i want to listen to according to my mood. I go through stages where all i listen to is kanye and cudi. But then i stop for a while and listen to thing's like lykke li, gotye and radiohead. Romeo and juliet was always a favourite movie soundtrack and girl talk is really great for the gym because you never get bored of it. Cudi is relaxing cruisey music as is pharrell and i find kanye and santogold always make me feel very empowered.
Any favourite models? Anja Rubik, always.
What would you most likely spend $100 on? It would have been something indulgent like flowers and scented candles, now i'd probably do something quite different.
What would you like an endless supply of? Money, to be on a constant holiday with friends and loved ones.
Girl crush? Mainly anja and the girl in the agent provocatuer pictures i have up on here somewhere with that specific label.
Do you admire anyones style? There are a few, but i find it's more there approach to there style that i admire. They always have some outfits i love and some that i don't like so much. If you look at fashion bloggers i think it's always more the attidues that one is conveying in the picture that draws you in, more so than the actual outfit itself.

Please forgive any spelling errors, i don't have the patience for spell check today.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

NOW, I REALIZE

It's been a long time up until recently since I looked at my blog, I've always just sort of done it for myself anyway, I rarely tell anyone about it or get anyone to look at it, I don't advertise it at all, originally I wanted it to be perfect first, being a Virgo I'm at bit of a perfectionist you see... But then it got to a point where I'd put thing's of a personal nature up and I couldn't decide whether putting. Direct link to it up on my facebook was a good idea or not, I'm still not exactly sure what I think or where I stand on this now.

I started this blog quite a while ago now and posts became more regular when I had started seeing someone, in a way I sort of thought that I was taking my thoughts from what it was and using it as inspiration for some of the posts, when it ended before my previous post I was reluctant to flick through my previous posts viewing it from start to finish like a book as I usually enjoyed doing, simply because there are obviously a lot of coupley photos up and I thought it might make me sad or bring on a bout of emotion, because of his reason I avoided it for quite some time. Recently though, and by recently I mean the last couple weeks I had a look at it and to my surprise it didn't make me sad at all, quite the opposite intact, it actually made me smile. I realized that all those romantic photos I had up were really nothing to do with that person, they were to do with me. I am a romantic, I always have been, this I know. The photos didn't make me sad, they made me happy and they reminded me not of the person but of who I am and all the great thing's that are happening to me now. I thought about deleting thing's that were associated them before, maybe that seems a bit silly, but I like fresh starts and clean slates. Thing's with that person didn't work out, they weren't who I thought they were, but, the pain that I associated with that person I now realize has nothing to o with them, they didn't hurt me' the familiarity of the situation did and once I recognized that I just got stronger. I don't regret that thing's with him didn't work out thing's didn't work out with the per on that I dated after that either, or the person after that ...but you know what, sometimes it takes a few bad situations to help make you realize just how great the really good ones are. I've met someone now, it's early, and he does a thousand thing's that make me smile. When I look at those photo's now, it just makes me think of what each one of those thing's is.

Wishing you all love, lust, happiness, health and wealth. It's the new year of new beginnings and positive change Is in the air.