What is your current obsession? Sushi train as always, japanese food, cudi, THE friends, etc etc.
What are you wearing today? My Peter Alexander pink ollie the elephant shorts... u jelly!?
What's for dinner? Massive salad with tuna, then lychee's yummmm.
What's the last thing you bought? A bacon and egg mcmuffin, without the egg.
What are you listening to right now? Teleport to me - Kid cudi.
What are you going to do after this? Talk to megan and find nurofen.
What delighted you most today? Sneaky kisses, my hilarious phone call from megan and my friends at 7am.
Why is today special? Because there was a whole lot of laughter going on.
What do you wish you were doing right now? Wouldn't actually mine being out again, more dom, hanging out with my friends, yes! and kisses!
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Thursday, February 16, 2012
FRIDAY BABY!
What mood are you in? Awake but tired, i have not slept yet. Happy.
What is your current obsession? Same as yesterday :)
What are you wearing today? Nudist!
What's for dinner? I'm pretty sure i will still be full in 10 hours time!
What's the last thing you bought? The new issue of russh magazine, a flat white with soy and tshirts.
What are you listening to right now? Nero.
What are you going to do after this? Tidy a little, maybe work out.
What delighted you most today? Having yet another date day with megan, did manicure, shopping & lunch.
Why is today special? Because the sun's out, i'm in a good mood and there's lots to do! :)
What is your most challenging goal right now?Staying motivated and balancing rest and social life, i seem to have to choose between.
What is your current obsession? Same as yesterday :)
What are you wearing today? Nudist!
What's for dinner? I'm pretty sure i will still be full in 10 hours time!
What's the last thing you bought? The new issue of russh magazine, a flat white with soy and tshirts.
What are you listening to right now? Nero.
What are you going to do after this? Tidy a little, maybe work out.
What delighted you most today? Having yet another date day with megan, did manicure, shopping & lunch.
Why is today special? Because the sun's out, i'm in a good mood and there's lots to do! :)
What is your most challenging goal right now?Staying motivated and balancing rest and social life, i seem to have to choose between.
RANT
Interesting to see how much i will regret this in the morning, if at all. there is no specific point to this entry just more the fact that i feel a random rant is over due about how some people are good and some are mean and bla bla bla. So, here goes, if you read i hope you enjoy. Either that or laugh, but if you hate then just be gone. okay.
I have come to the conclusion that every day our general mood is what shapes how our day will go, for me anyway. Id i'm in a bad mood it sucks, you percieve thing's in a more negative light, feel weaker instead of stronger and let thing's get to you a whole lot more than it should. However, if i am in apositive mood, which is what i obviously aim for majority of the time then i feel amazing, i feel full of life, very little gets me down and i'm more aware of all the tiny little beautiful thing's and expiriences of the day no matter how big on miniscle they are. In the past, say my ex for example i struggled, he was the sort of person that knew how to make anyone love him or hate him and as far as i've heard doesn't have a lot of people in this state who actually like him, yet he says thing's that still get to people. He's a power player, and he knows how to, but instead of using that found wisdom to do good he used it to better himself in a 'this is what i look like on paper' and in a materialistic sense then instead of usuing it to be good, help others and better himself on the inside as a human being. I get walked over quite a lot, but i do try to learn from it, sometimes it takes longer than other times but i still think i do a pretty good job. if i'm rude or hurtful to people i feel guilty for it, i regret it and i generally think less of myself as a person for it. I do make a concious effort as a person to try and do the right thing, to help people when i cane if they need or want it and to put a smile on someones face, especially the people cclose to me.I don't really consider the people closest to me to be the one's taht i've known the longest, not at all. Infact, some of the people that i am closest to i have known for a very small amount of time, but they are the people that put a smile on my face, who are there if i need them to be and who i enjoy spending time with. It's the day to day thing's that bring you together really because whether you're having a good day or a bad day, whether you need advice or you want to give advice - the do it the right way! they're always fun to be around! and if they're a little grouchy i may winge a little but i will try and help.
I can honestly say that this valentines day was my favourite so far, i never really got to have much of a valentines day before, it always seemed more depressing if anything and since i'm more the romantic kind of girl that pretty much sucked. The first valentines day i really got to have was last year with my douche-bag ex who i had to beg to celebrate it with, the highlight of it was that instead of going out partying and leaving me at his because he ddn't want me to be a 'party girl' he chose to stay in with me, the following night i spent hours getting ready trying to look nice nice only to say i looked washed out, we were a halfhour late because he took longer to do his hair than i did then tried to leave the resteraunt because he thought the service took too long. i'm also pretty sure that he ordred for me and left me sitting at the table for long periods of the night so he could go take photos of himself in the bathroom to boost his ego and then spent every serving chatting up our waiter, nice. To be honest, someone asked me recently 'if he was a prick why were you with him' and when i think about it now, i have no idea, if someone hurts you, makes you cry lose belief in yourself and them and cheats on you in the worst possible way ypou can you leave right? of course you do! but i didn't, he had a knack for turning facts into false accusations and making sure you didn't quite know what to believe. Eventually after my birthday i knew i was done and rightfully dumped him via txt msg after months of avoiding him. And it felt fucking good.
Since then i've met some amazing people and learnt a whole lot, i may not be in a situation with which everyone would agree with, but i can tell you one thing, i don't regret it! the expriences in majority of last year, especially the end and the start of this year i fucking love! the thing's i've learnt about myself and others which i didn't know before or maybe even denied is pretty freaking awesome! and my close friends as far as i can see are pretty freaking special people! they're non-judgemental, they know how to party when the time aroises, they're spontaneous and hilarious and all thing's awesomeness! and they put the biggest smile possible on my face on a daily basis!
Starting last week i have written a weekly plan for the next 7 weeks, as the weeks move on i will continue to do so. i won't share what the thing's are but they're big, mostly the thing's that i have been putting off for a long time and generally those are the few thing's i've been worried about or the thing's that have held me back from moving forward. Pretty much, the time is now, the harder the thing's are to do the more motivated i am to try and tick it off and see how far i can get, it is definitely going to be an eventful year!
I'm so over the amount of girls/guys that just fuck people over and play games. i know the saying goes 'don't hate the player, hate the game' but seriously.... grow the fuck up! it takes more courage to be honest and truthful to someone no matter what than it does to be a dick that uses and abuses to their own benefit, and i garantee you one day it is more than likely that they'll get screwed over in return for it. It's as simple as the fact that if they're worth it then they'll prove it, and if they don't then they weren't worth it in the first place. It doesn't matter, stand up, learn from it, take it in your stride and use the expirience to better yourself!
It is these sort of thing's that make me form my opinion on people and not what school you went to, how much you earn or what label you're wearing, where you live, what you drive, how many friends you have or whether you know someone, who knows someone who knows someone. Grow up, the world it bigger and better than this petty materialistic stuff. So if you can't fix it, fix yourself.
There are so many quotes and motivational people that just seem to thrive, they always seem so happy and have found the perfect balance and that's pretty much my aim and goal and i love it. That is what i continually strive for. I'm not going to neccasarily be better than anyone but i'm definitely going to be the best me i can be. Now, i hope you have enjoyed 'thoroughly' the utter awesomeness and lameness of my rant. the end. xo.
I have come to the conclusion that every day our general mood is what shapes how our day will go, for me anyway. Id i'm in a bad mood it sucks, you percieve thing's in a more negative light, feel weaker instead of stronger and let thing's get to you a whole lot more than it should. However, if i am in apositive mood, which is what i obviously aim for majority of the time then i feel amazing, i feel full of life, very little gets me down and i'm more aware of all the tiny little beautiful thing's and expiriences of the day no matter how big on miniscle they are. In the past, say my ex for example i struggled, he was the sort of person that knew how to make anyone love him or hate him and as far as i've heard doesn't have a lot of people in this state who actually like him, yet he says thing's that still get to people. He's a power player, and he knows how to, but instead of using that found wisdom to do good he used it to better himself in a 'this is what i look like on paper' and in a materialistic sense then instead of usuing it to be good, help others and better himself on the inside as a human being. I get walked over quite a lot, but i do try to learn from it, sometimes it takes longer than other times but i still think i do a pretty good job. if i'm rude or hurtful to people i feel guilty for it, i regret it and i generally think less of myself as a person for it. I do make a concious effort as a person to try and do the right thing, to help people when i cane if they need or want it and to put a smile on someones face, especially the people cclose to me.I don't really consider the people closest to me to be the one's taht i've known the longest, not at all. Infact, some of the people that i am closest to i have known for a very small amount of time, but they are the people that put a smile on my face, who are there if i need them to be and who i enjoy spending time with. It's the day to day thing's that bring you together really because whether you're having a good day or a bad day, whether you need advice or you want to give advice - the do it the right way! they're always fun to be around! and if they're a little grouchy i may winge a little but i will try and help.
I can honestly say that this valentines day was my favourite so far, i never really got to have much of a valentines day before, it always seemed more depressing if anything and since i'm more the romantic kind of girl that pretty much sucked. The first valentines day i really got to have was last year with my douche-bag ex who i had to beg to celebrate it with, the highlight of it was that instead of going out partying and leaving me at his because he ddn't want me to be a 'party girl' he chose to stay in with me, the following night i spent hours getting ready trying to look nice nice only to say i looked washed out, we were a halfhour late because he took longer to do his hair than i did then tried to leave the resteraunt because he thought the service took too long. i'm also pretty sure that he ordred for me and left me sitting at the table for long periods of the night so he could go take photos of himself in the bathroom to boost his ego and then spent every serving chatting up our waiter, nice. To be honest, someone asked me recently 'if he was a prick why were you with him' and when i think about it now, i have no idea, if someone hurts you, makes you cry lose belief in yourself and them and cheats on you in the worst possible way ypou can you leave right? of course you do! but i didn't, he had a knack for turning facts into false accusations and making sure you didn't quite know what to believe. Eventually after my birthday i knew i was done and rightfully dumped him via txt msg after months of avoiding him. And it felt fucking good.
Since then i've met some amazing people and learnt a whole lot, i may not be in a situation with which everyone would agree with, but i can tell you one thing, i don't regret it! the expriences in majority of last year, especially the end and the start of this year i fucking love! the thing's i've learnt about myself and others which i didn't know before or maybe even denied is pretty freaking awesome! and my close friends as far as i can see are pretty freaking special people! they're non-judgemental, they know how to party when the time aroises, they're spontaneous and hilarious and all thing's awesomeness! and they put the biggest smile possible on my face on a daily basis!
Starting last week i have written a weekly plan for the next 7 weeks, as the weeks move on i will continue to do so. i won't share what the thing's are but they're big, mostly the thing's that i have been putting off for a long time and generally those are the few thing's i've been worried about or the thing's that have held me back from moving forward. Pretty much, the time is now, the harder the thing's are to do the more motivated i am to try and tick it off and see how far i can get, it is definitely going to be an eventful year!
I'm so over the amount of girls/guys that just fuck people over and play games. i know the saying goes 'don't hate the player, hate the game' but seriously.... grow the fuck up! it takes more courage to be honest and truthful to someone no matter what than it does to be a dick that uses and abuses to their own benefit, and i garantee you one day it is more than likely that they'll get screwed over in return for it. It's as simple as the fact that if they're worth it then they'll prove it, and if they don't then they weren't worth it in the first place. It doesn't matter, stand up, learn from it, take it in your stride and use the expirience to better yourself!
It is these sort of thing's that make me form my opinion on people and not what school you went to, how much you earn or what label you're wearing, where you live, what you drive, how many friends you have or whether you know someone, who knows someone who knows someone. Grow up, the world it bigger and better than this petty materialistic stuff. So if you can't fix it, fix yourself.
There are so many quotes and motivational people that just seem to thrive, they always seem so happy and have found the perfect balance and that's pretty much my aim and goal and i love it. That is what i continually strive for. I'm not going to neccasarily be better than anyone but i'm definitely going to be the best me i can be. Now, i hope you have enjoyed 'thoroughly' the utter awesomeness and lameness of my rant. the end. xo.
LOVE DROPS
What is your current obsession? Sushi train still, general japanese food, megan currey and zack, lychees, watermelon, reading, music etc.
What are you wearing today? My calvin Klien hot pink underwear bottoms and that's about it.
What's for dinner? I made a massive salad with tuna and veggies that could feed a family of 4.
What's the last thing you bought? Healthy fruit and veg.
What are you listening to right now? Fire Hive - Knife party. it's heavy.
Have you ever kissed a girl? Many times.
What are you going to do after this? Blog, continue talking to megan on facebook and txting zack.
Who was the last person you talked to? Steven.
What is your favourite fruit? Watermelon still and lychees! getting over the red grapes.
What inspires you? The same thing's that i usually say, but amonst other thing's learning. Part of being human is that you fuck up, but the beauty in it is that if you're smart enough you can choose learn from it and take it on as life expirience rather than letting it cripple you and deter the beauty of the future. The only thing standing in our way is ourselves.
What are you currently reading? Eat, pray, love. Still, almost finished.
What delighted you most today? When i got a cute txt from megan saying she always smiled after a phone call with me :) adorable!
By what criteria do you judge a person? Answered before, but by how they treat me or other, i may not stand up for myself straight away unless they hit a nerve, and most people think that i don't get mad, it just takes a lot to hit the point where i do and usually that means you'll lose my respect and i'll cut you out of my life in an instant.
Are you artistic or crafty? How does your passion show up in your life? Both, though i'm not a skillfull atrist.
What is your weirdest obsession? Tea, i drink about a thousand cups of herbal tea a day i'm addcited. oh and i love supermarket shoping more than i do reatil shopping, weirdo i know.
Why is today special? Because my friends made me smile when i wasn't having the best day.
What would you like to learn to do? Speak french fluently, achieve my life goals the right way.
What is your favourite type of weather? Hot and humid! the kind of whether where u spend all day laying on clean sheets naked alone or with someone!
What is your most challenging goal right now? I'm pretty much suceeding with what my most challenging goal was! yeah baby!
What would you like to get rid of? Couple kilos i think, i'll be happy with 48 i think. so easy peasy japaneasey!
Who do you want to meet in person? Denzel Washington, yeah baby! also, Scott Mescudi (Kid Cudi) and also Jared leto who seems pretty chill, beautifuly mindful and if terry richardson's photo's are anything to go by 'funny' ...add terry and zyzz to the list too.
What's your favourite type of music? Everything except country, really.
Any favourite models? Anja Rubik, sexiest bitch alive!
What would you most likely spend $100 on? Fruit and music.
What would you like an endless supply of? Money, it can but the thing's that make you happy but it can also buy you the time to spend with the people who mean the most to you without stress and really, who doesn't want that?
Girl crush? Anja rubik, Allesandra Ambrosio until she talk and Petra Nemcova was pretty fucking hot in her modelling days! ....i'm not even a lesbian.
Do you admire anyones style? Elien Kling,
What do you wish you were doing right now? Having sex, but he's asleep. damn.
What are you wearing today? My calvin Klien hot pink underwear bottoms and that's about it.
What's for dinner? I made a massive salad with tuna and veggies that could feed a family of 4.
What's the last thing you bought? Healthy fruit and veg.
What are you listening to right now? Fire Hive - Knife party. it's heavy.
Have you ever kissed a girl? Many times.
What are you going to do after this? Blog, continue talking to megan on facebook and txting zack.
Who was the last person you talked to? Steven.
What is your favourite fruit? Watermelon still and lychees! getting over the red grapes.
What inspires you? The same thing's that i usually say, but amonst other thing's learning. Part of being human is that you fuck up, but the beauty in it is that if you're smart enough you can choose learn from it and take it on as life expirience rather than letting it cripple you and deter the beauty of the future. The only thing standing in our way is ourselves.
What are you currently reading? Eat, pray, love. Still, almost finished.
What delighted you most today? When i got a cute txt from megan saying she always smiled after a phone call with me :) adorable!
By what criteria do you judge a person? Answered before, but by how they treat me or other, i may not stand up for myself straight away unless they hit a nerve, and most people think that i don't get mad, it just takes a lot to hit the point where i do and usually that means you'll lose my respect and i'll cut you out of my life in an instant.
Are you artistic or crafty? How does your passion show up in your life? Both, though i'm not a skillfull atrist.
What is your weirdest obsession? Tea, i drink about a thousand cups of herbal tea a day i'm addcited. oh and i love supermarket shoping more than i do reatil shopping, weirdo i know.
Why is today special? Because my friends made me smile when i wasn't having the best day.
What would you like to learn to do? Speak french fluently, achieve my life goals the right way.
What is your favourite type of weather? Hot and humid! the kind of whether where u spend all day laying on clean sheets naked alone or with someone!
What is your most challenging goal right now? I'm pretty much suceeding with what my most challenging goal was! yeah baby!
What would you like to get rid of? Couple kilos i think, i'll be happy with 48 i think. so easy peasy japaneasey!
Who do you want to meet in person? Denzel Washington, yeah baby! also, Scott Mescudi (Kid Cudi) and also Jared leto who seems pretty chill, beautifuly mindful and if terry richardson's photo's are anything to go by 'funny' ...add terry and zyzz to the list too.
What's your favourite type of music? Everything except country, really.
Any favourite models? Anja Rubik, sexiest bitch alive!
What would you most likely spend $100 on? Fruit and music.
What would you like an endless supply of? Money, it can but the thing's that make you happy but it can also buy you the time to spend with the people who mean the most to you without stress and really, who doesn't want that?
Girl crush? Anja rubik, Allesandra Ambrosio until she talk and Petra Nemcova was pretty fucking hot in her modelling days! ....i'm not even a lesbian.
Do you admire anyones style? Elien Kling,
What do you wish you were doing right now? Having sex, but he's asleep. damn.
Thursday, February 9, 2012
FASCINATION -
- THE POWER OR STATE OF FASCINATION.
- A QUALITY; POWERFUL FASCINATION, CHARM.
- TO ATTRACT AND DELIGHT, BY AROUSING INTEREST OR CURIOSITY.
- TO RENDER MOTIONLESS WITH A FIXED STARE OR BY AROUSING AWE.
- TO PUT UNDER A SPELL.
- A QUALITY; POWERFUL FASCINATION, CHARM.
- TO ATTRACT AND DELIGHT, BY AROUSING INTEREST OR CURIOSITY.
- TO RENDER MOTIONLESS WITH A FIXED STARE OR BY AROUSING AWE.
- TO PUT UNDER A SPELL.
I KNOW WHEN IM NOT
What mood are you in? Awake, a little annoyed but good.
What is your current obsession? Music and sushi train.
What are you wearing today? Pyjamas for a change, still.. it's only 8:30am.
What's for dinner? Sushi.
What's the last thing you bought? Fruit and veggies.
What are you listening to right now? cockney thug - caspa and rusko
What are you going to do after this? workout, go to the city, get coffee and sushi, home, sleep.
What delighted you most today? The fact that i seriously just don't care... maybe i do. maybe.
By what criteria do you judge a person? How they treat others.
Why is today special? Hopefully because it will be a good one :)
What is your most challenging goal right now? I wrote a 7 week plan of all the thing's i need to do and get, so that will be the most challenging, who knows what will be happening in 7 weeks.
What is your current obsession? Music and sushi train.
What are you wearing today? Pyjamas for a change, still.. it's only 8:30am.
What's for dinner? Sushi.
What's the last thing you bought? Fruit and veggies.
What are you listening to right now? cockney thug - caspa and rusko
What are you going to do after this? workout, go to the city, get coffee and sushi, home, sleep.
What delighted you most today? The fact that i seriously just don't care... maybe i do. maybe.
By what criteria do you judge a person? How they treat others.
Why is today special? Hopefully because it will be a good one :)
What is your most challenging goal right now? I wrote a 7 week plan of all the thing's i need to do and get, so that will be the most challenging, who knows what will be happening in 7 weeks.
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